Things often begin with all of the bells and whistles of a new exciting thing in your life
Often enough you fail to recognize anything that will take you off of the road to pure bliss. It is in those early moments that you see much of what you have dreamed of while turning a blind eye to that which you oppose or despise.
You willingly operate within the cycle even before you know that the ride has begun. It is only after a series of undesirable circumstances, second guessing, researching, questioning, and analyzing that you realize that what is playing out in your life is not what you desire but what you would have never hoped for your life in a million years.
By the time you really take note of your life’s course, you are often months or years into it making the options few. It is at this moment that you realize that your freedom is no longer as you fall deeper into the cycle.
You allow others to say and do as they please in your life
You do not speak up for what you want or
You accept judgement and criticism as
if it were who you are
You let your own desires go unmet
You fail to do for yourself
You walk on eggs shells
You fear being alone
You stay in the same situation expecting everything to be different
You allow nonsense into your life
Over and Over and Over again.
The cycle continues.
© Kim Seymore